Jolyn's New Blog

2010-02-06T03:46:00.000-08:00

somtimes feeling lost..
hope the feeling will be gone soon, to think in a postive way..
just want to be strong and not to think too much...
tell me what to do and be strong all the way....
no matter what i want to be strong and postive forever

2010-01-04T23:22:00.000-08:00

here comes 2010 new year! this is a brand new year for everyone. i hope everyone will stay healthy and goes soomthly..this new year, i want to study so i must start thinking what course i should really take, either i will take hr or hotel management? but i also i have to take the english course to improve too! i have to start thinking maturely and must what to do and not to do. must start to control my temper and my anger, all of my family and friends hope that i can be gently and talk slowly!! hahahahaha, i hope i can do it!! i must do it!! don't worry, i will still be myself just want to improve myself. i hope this year will be a good year ahead and everything i do will be smoothly.whatever what kind of problems, i will look into a good way and positively.

2009-11-22T02:33:00.000-08:00

finally my leave is here!! i have always want to have a long leave away from work!! i want to take this chance to really rest well!! i will be going back to kl this coming tues on the 24 nov!! i have not been back there since 2 years already.. i miss my relatives and i believe they do miss me!! hahahhha jk... anyway i will be back on the 30 nov!! that was the day that my pay is here!! yeah!!!! my pay is soon to be here!! but of course i really have to save and not to spent!! if not my mum really kill me!!! this nov i will try not to spent but to save!! cuz for the past few months i have spent too much already..guess what, this coming tues when i goes back to kl, i am going for a wedding dinner which is going to start at 1130pm in the night!! i am so going to see how it is.. this is really my 1st time that i will go for a wedding dinner such a late midnight!! haahah i think i am quite excited about it!! when i go back to kl, i am going to dental , facial and pedi and medi!! i am going to live in a paradies!! not to think anything but to enjoy life!!! next year i hope to go oversea.so i must save money in order to go oversea!!! i want to taiwan or hk!!! i hope next year i willl be able to go oversea either with my family or friends?

shall updates soon.

2009-11-12T05:13:00.000-08:00

today it is seem not to be a good day for me. i don't even know why the guests is so unreasonable and being so vurglar toward me. it is not that i don't wish to give rooms or want to get complaint for no reason, it is really unfair! i did not do anything..it is really very tiring, but no matter what happen, i can't give up easily.. i know i can do it.but sometimes, there is down period of time.. i want my leave to come faster and i reallly want to rest very well without thinking of work... i just want to be stress free during my 9 days of leave which is starting on the 21nov.. during my leave period i will be away, going back to KL. i just want to rest well and recharges after the 9 days of leave very well. and i will be back to work with full of enegry again... i must be forget my work job scope,i just need for confident and good luck to me..

2009-09-12T01:25:00.000-07:00

it been really long time that i did not blog. yes it is been a long time!! things are still the same, working in every shift work, nothing really special. just that, recently albert court hotel had changed it's new name to albert court village as this is the new brand new name of it. everything remain the same execept the we have new set of uniform and new packing packages of the product. far east organisation had gave us money vouchers to spent. i gotten $300 to spent. i spent to buy a pair of new glasses that i can collect it on monday. it cost $178 that include the frame too. pretty cheap. the brand is levis! isn't it very cheap!! yup, right now total i got 3 pair of glasses. i must be very crazy. char and i treated that kuku jean for dinner. we used the vouchers to treat her not our money! ahaha that kuku jean did enjoy her dinner! guess what she order?? beef, white wine and vanilla brume something..i can't remember what is the name. she really know enjoy her life man... we ate at orchard central called the heaven loft. it is a good place to chilled. next time, any outing we can go there to chilled. it really highly recommanded by jolyn lee!! hahahha.. today i will be working night again.is ok working night shift is good, at least i can save up money and do not need to spent money. this month i had over my budget again! so must stop spenting money. this coming 23 sep might be going to club.. i hope everything will be fine... really must pray hard. cuz i want to go for the both group. 1 of my cliqque is linda who is organising and 1 of my bitches fit also organising too but is on the same date! 23 sep.. i really wish both group will be helding at the same place... please!! so that it will be easier for me and i want to enjoy with the both group!!! my mum is coming back soon.. i am so so going to do my hair.. so untidy. haha... i will try my best to blog when i have the time.. love you guys!!

2009-07-06T20:28:00.000-07:00

finally!! i am 21 this year!! i am in the adultworld already!!!! ahhahahahaha... yup i did enjoy myself duing my party on the 4 july!! and thanks to jean making me doing nonsense that make me look like a fool!!! jean yr 21 birthday, u will get it from me!!!

but i really have to thank jean and all my cliqques,bitches ,closer friends, seniors,juniors,family, colleagues and friends!! i really hope that u guys enjoy lots! and thanks for the presents, i really love it alot and will give well with me!!!! i love u guys!!! hahaa

2009-07-02T04:28:00.001-07:00

is been a long long time that i did not blog, sorry peeps was too busy with my work and organsing my birthday party this coming sat. as my real birthday is on my tues. i am going to celebrate early. organsing is not really simple as we have to plan alot of things. i really have to thank my dearest jean that she is the one who keep helping me for the party. i really hope that my party will be smooth and everyone will enjoy the party! in fact, i am feeling quite stress, my face is like having pimples!! i am feeling so ugly right now man.. i think when my party coming, i will look very horrbile!! i really hope that i will not have pimples or having the gal......

thank jean!! for helping me to organsing the party! shall updates soon

2009-05-18T21:06:00.000-07:00

it's been long time that i did not blog.. sorry peeps.. sometimes i don't see why must she say that i don't treat them as family.. she thinks that i don't feeling, all she thinks that friends are more important than family. this is what she think! but it is not from me... since she like to say that let it be. i shall not care anymore. maybe this week is not my week..

i just wish to have that ability to do my work all my best.. i really hope that i have the strenght that i can do it... i just want to step out! i don't want always to close myself or tell myself that i can't do it! i really want to do it and believe i can do it!! last time whenever i did a exam, i am always tell myself that i must aim high, but no matter how much i put in effort and it seem like i am only able to get this range of mark. it just seem like can't get that high.. i don't know is that something wrong with me or is it only my ablilty stop here and it can't go far... i really don't know... i just don't know how far can i go or always remind the same spot forever...

what i read from a phrase,,

A life spent making mistake is not only more than honorable
but useful than a life spent in doing nothing..

does that really mean it the truth??
i am really wondering..

2009-04-28T21:18:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time that i did not updates my blog!! sorry ppl!! haha... my life is as usual work,hanging out with family,friends and colluages. i am going to miss this sat the gathering again whereby my cliqque and some of our friends will be going to linda house and drink. hope that they will enjoy themselves!! i think i really need to do execrise already, i felt that my hips is like getting bigger and my hand is like flapping! i want to maintain my body by keeping myself fit.i must have a healthy lifestyles if not when i grow old, it will be very hard to have good health.my grandma told me that i am looking pale, so i am going to treat my body well!! later i will be meeting jean,march and charmaina. we are suppose to meet at 2 but change it to 3 cuz of jean as she is having headache. she must start sleeping early already, it is bad for health to sleep so late at night. jean ar pls take care of your health.

2009-04-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU THIS BLOODY SICKING FRREAKING ASS!!! IRRTATING SUCKER!!he is just freaking asshole person in the whole world !!! just get los!!! freaking fcuk person!!!!!!!!!!!! how wish u are not this world!!!!

2009-04-17T01:35:00.000-07:00

it had been such a long time that i have not blog. sorry peeps, nowadays i am really busy as i had already started my night shift two week back. working during night is quite weird as ppl are sleeping and here i am to work but i still enjoy it too!! hahaha. anyway on the 15 /4/09 went to club with my dearest march,jean,grace, kaymin,mary and cheryl. it was fun to go with them and is quite happening at the zouk.. it was really very crowded instead of dancing, ppl are like pushing and fighting for space to dance! but i still enjoy with my friends is been a long time that i had not been club for quite sometimes. somtimes i really to apologise to my cliqque and the 7 bitches whenever they ask me to go out but i am unable due to my work. but it does not matter cuz i know they are quite understanding... i really love you guys alot!! plus i really love my colluages! haha

2009-03-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time that i have not update my blog..sorry peeps!!

today, i went to central sqaure for interview as i want to continues working at albert court as a full time. the person who interview was quite nice as i was quite scard that i am not confident enough. i am not sure whether will i able to stay on. i want to stay on cuz i want to have more experience and can help my mummy..hopefully i am able to stay on at albert court, so wish me luck.. this coming thurs 12march, i will be having a presentation in my sch to talk about my attachment. i am so nervous and worry whether did i do correctly or wrong for my report and ppt. hopefully is right and able to speak well for my presentation! it is like a stress week for me. i think i should take up a english course to improve my grammer and voca. i am so weak in writing my report. i have to thank jean,march and ws to edit all my report! thanks and love you guys so much! i hope march will like her present and enjoy herself on 4 march and 7 march!!

2009-02-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

todady was a fun day with my dearest cliqque(-1) as i mention on the previous blog that it was a mini farewell for joathana.. not only our cliqque came but also my 2 little lovley juniors that i had seen them for quite sometimes.. they are stacey and kay min! epsically stacey!! she is getting prettier!! good for her lo!! haha.. anyway after dinner at waraku, we went to harry the pub to drink! i did not drink but went to have dessert, it was not really delicious,i prefer the cafe cartel or fish and co! we took lot of picutures again and crap lot of nonsense!! hahaa.. anyway tml is valentine day, wish all the couples to last long forever and always be happy!! i will be workingbut is ok i don't mind working since i don't have a date..hahahahaha... next week i will be off for 1 week as i had to clear my public holiday! but this 1 week is not a holiday but to start to do my 5000 words of report and presentation! really good luck to me as i had not really start to do, my cousin told me that she took about a month to do her presentation and report!! oh lord really really good luck to me! is ok since all my cliqque is mugging their exams while i am mugging mine! so let all work hard together and after that we can enjoy our lifes!!

anyway i am still confuse whether should i stay to continues to work or study, but what i wanted to do was to work and at the same to study, i don't know whether the hotel will allow and another thing to think whether thet still need people to work cuz of the enocomics crises.. sigh i want to work and to study at the same times. i know it will be very tiring and hard but i still want to get a dipolma.. god pls guide and help me!!

and one last thing, i really hope that the company will really able to find the guest to pay back his laundry for $300 if not i have to pay for him which is really half of my pay will be gone and heart pain!

what to do?

tell me how?

really feeling weird

2009-02-12T06:54:00.001-08:00

happy birthday Joyce tan!! always stay happy and lovely!!
today is the day that i had finally meet my bitches!!! is so nice to meet them!! i had not seen them for about 2 months alr.. haha.. all of them look happy and healthy! this is good for them!! we went to royal scott for the high tea from 330 to 530pm.. as this is to celebrate for our darling joyce birthdaY! i hope she will love it alot!!

anyway i am still thinking whether should i cut my hair as i am lazy to tie my hair into a bun plus i realize that i had been drop lot of hair! i am worry that i will lost my hair soon! touch wood!! i had this feeling to cut my hair for new hairstyles but i am scard i will not suit short hair and will regret! i am such a freckle minded person... what to do?? this is about my image, so is important too! hahaha... is ok i know i am being a troublesome gal... i shall see about it again whether should i cut my hair... tml will be working from 11 to 7 pm after that will be meeting my cliqque (-1) as to have a mini farewell for joathana as he will be leaving to australia to study... good luck for your studies!! haha ..

tired,weak,

2009-02-08T20:41:00.000-08:00

dinner and dance at on 6 feb was ok,abit boring as we were sitting at the back.. 1 of my manager won the 3 rd prize of the lucky draw! so lucky!! she won $600 takashimaya vouncher and 42 inch of tv!! she is really very lucky that she also cannot believe that she will win! congra!! anyway will be meeting my bitches soon on the 11 feb! is been a long time since last year that we have not meet each other!! i really miss them so much!! i will be meeting them for 2 days! so we must take more pictures ok!! see u all soon this 11 feb and 12 feb!!!

things sometimes does not go to your way,

whether want to accept your fate or not,

really have to see...

feeling tired, all kind of mixture feeling...

2009-02-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

seem to be useless...
being careless,not alert,ugly,
what else will it be happen?
confidence seem to be down..
self esteen is low...

now feeling in this way i am not sure of myself too.. it seem that feeling of my heart turn to be numb and thing that i seem to feel, it like a expected, things will go wrong... will it turn to be better? not sure.. will see how it will go....

2009-01-31T08:17:00.000-08:00

today my cliqque went to aud house! jean kell march and me are late again cuz of jean ntu talk. so we had decided to take the cab down to aud house, the fare is about $16!! hahaha... after tt when we reached to aud hse, we play black jack!! jean and i combine tgt as she say tt i got more luck than her!! thanks ar jean put such a burden to me!!! hhahahaha jk... but she is reallly retarded keep putting the poke cards on my body!! jean u ar really small kid le!! hahaha.. i think after today, i will not be seeing her for quite sometimes as she will be having her exam while i need to start to do my report and presentation for my attachment! i need to buy a new thumb drive as the old one had virues from the hotel computer!! is ok i will shall get a new one then!

hmm i had alr put my public holiday on the 16 feb to 20 feb to see whether can go back to kl, if is not going back to kl, i am so so going tot rush my report and presentation! if not march will be nagging at me saying, see la last minute work again!!haha this gal ar so funny also.. anyway u better take care and rest more ok!!

here are some phrase that i found it quite encouraging,meaningful and true

success may consists solely in the courage of making choice.

time is too precious to keep chasing for what doesn't belong to us.

there is more but will type in another day! i shall go and slp as i will be working 12 hours shift again!

2009-01-27T08:18:00.000-08:00

happy new year to everyone! i wish everyone for good health and safety!!!
hmmm my 1st day of cny was working from 12 to 9pm, it was quite boring as not much things to do except when guests check in or out.. but there is a guest gave me hongboa!!! so good right!!
once my work ended i went to ps straight to meet my cousins to watch love matter, the show is more abt sex and love... i think the show is ok not very funny.. i think the bride war show is nice as it talk more about friendship!! yes ppl should watcch this show!!! highly recommanded!! on the 2nd day of new year, i went to my uncle house, i play dai dee with my family and guess what?? i won abt $32!!! so happy!!! 1st time i gamble with money and i won!! this is so cool!! though i am not strong in playing mj,i will learn next time to be stronger!!! haha so wait jean! i believe that i can win!! haha,, anyway this sat will be going to audrey house!!! audrey i am coming to disturb you!!! hahahahahaha.. so pls come and entertain this loving princess!! (jk)haha... i know everyone is going to puke!! see u all soon

2009-01-21T17:53:00.001-08:00

chinese new year is coming soon! this sun will be the renious dinner.my mum wanted to do it on sat instead on the sun, i dun know wat is the reason but due to my work, they stick back on sun..my mum is coming back tml!! i am going to be dead man as my room has not pack yet! she is going to nag at me!! better pack tml! sorry to my lee family as i cannot go for the dinners that they ask me to go and plus the 1st day of new year i will be working too, so i might not able to pai nei... what to do have to work, last year cuz of my chicken pox... i hope this year i will not miss any fun.. so pls ask me ok!! hopefully when u all ask i will not be working!!

2009-01-14T20:25:00.000-08:00

yesterday i had really enjoy my times with my friends and cousins! in the afternoon, march and i went to sp to meet tt retarded jean!!! we were at the sp cafe, the cake is really delicious!!! i love the cake eps durian which march bought it and i try .. it was really good! after that we went to grace house and play mj... i was really happy cuz it was my 1st time to win one game!!!! cuz among jean,march and grace, i am the worst player! so is really not easy to win one game! as for the dinner, it was really nice of grace dad treat us! the food was delicious! thank grace dad! hahaha... her dad was really nice and very knowledge! haha.. i really did learn something from him.. in the night, my cousins and i went to double o and club, there are so many ang mos!! and the songs were really techno!! i dun really like the songs but this is the 1st time got so space to dance!but i did enjoy going with my cousins!!! next time we will go again ok!! haha

2009-01-13T18:44:00.000-08:00

finally i got my 2 of days today and tml!!!! is like a long time tt i did not have 2 off days tgt!!! hahahaa... but i am really happy cuz i can rest!! i reallly miss my sch days whereby i can have holiday and do lots of things when my friends tt i will not miss the fun with them.. but now as i am having attachment it seems like i will miss my fun and spent less time when my cliqques and the 7 bitches.. is been such a long time tt i have not met them since last year december! espcially fitri,sheena and cherish!!! this gal is really really very long have not meet her!!! cherish ar i want to see u!!! hahahah...the 1st day of chinese new year i am working!! but is ok i shall work and celebrate with my dearest colluages!! i am sure we will have fun ok!!! haha.. though i miss getting my hongboas but i believe my mum will get it for me!! make sure to get for me mummy!!!!!! if not i will be sad!!! hahahha... later will be going to sp to meet that retarded jean!!! i believe that she will make me laugh like a crazy gal again!!!! hahahaha... i miss her lo!!! jean dun be thickskin ok!! at night will be going tot club with my cousins and march!! is been a long time tt i did not club with my cousins!! shall stop here and updates soon!!!

2009-01-09T08:36:00.000-08:00

i think this song is really nice.. the titles call the matter of heart.. it really tell me to forgive someone who don't love you and let go the past...

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hearBut I knew that it would comeAn old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phoneShe said you found someoneAnd I thought of all the bad luck,And the struggles we went throughAnd how I lost me and you lost youWhat are these voices outside love's open doorMake us throw off our contentmentAnd beg for something more?

I'm learning to live without you nowBut I miss you sometimesThe more I know, the less I understandAll the things I thought I knew, I'm learning againI've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the MatterBut my will gets weakAnd my thoughts seem to scatterBut I think it's about forgivenessForgivenessEven if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertainThere's a yearning undefined...People filled with rageWe all need a little tendernessHow can love survive in such a graceless ageThe trust and self-assurance that can lead to happinessThey're the very things we kill, I guessPride and competition cannot fill these empty armsAnd the work I put between us,Doesn't keep me warm

I'm learning to live without you nowBut I miss you, BabyThe more I know, the less I understandAll the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn againI've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the MatterBut everything changesAnd my friends seem to scatterBut I think it's about forgivenessForgivenessEven if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the MatterBecause the flesh will get weakAnd the ashes will scatterSo I'm thinkin' about forgivenessForgivenessEven if, even if you don't love me anymore

2009-01-06T06:34:00.001-08:00

tml is the day that i will be the cashier!! i am totally scare but still have to face the fact and challenges!! i hope tml everything will go smoothly... god bless me..

guess what today i vomitted at food stall while my mum was eating.. she told me that she clear it for me i am so guitly but at the same time i laugh.. i felt so pai sei!! this is really my 1st time vomited outsidE!! omg i learnt my lesson alr better eat my proper before eating the med.. my mum called back from kl and told me that she dreamt me vomitting!! all i did was just laughing all the way!! i know this is not a good thing to laugh abt... but is ok my mum was fine abt it!!

today i met my cousin and after tt met my wonderful jean and her classmates, she is still the same always tt retarded!!! but still i love her and march!!!

2009-01-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

today went out with my family to go temple and pray.. i pray that i will not make anymore mistake in my work and being more alert!!! i am really very scare tt to do wrong things.. but i must take it as a challenges!! cuz i know tt whenever i face something difficult i will tend to be quite stress and down.. i can't be in this way whenever i face something difficult! i want to be more positive ,independent and mature to handle my life work and emotional.. sometimes i cannot be to soft harded if not ppl will take advantages.. this is what my seniors say.. i will take their advice even my mummy say that too.. so i must really take it serious and don't think that life is so simple.. i am grateful that i have such a wonderful family,friends and colluages!!!

i love u guys forever!!

2009-01-02T05:47:00.000-08:00

my dearest cousins

today i practice how to do cashiering!! i am so stress as i know i am poor in my math!! but i need to get in right.. i took 2 hours to get the money right!!! is like wat the hell!! my seniors get it right except me!! i told myself i will not give up as i want the money to be right!!! jolyn ar jolyn better be more alert and careful!! don't be blur!! i am still lack of confident..haiz... when am i going to be more confident and mature!!!

this 2009 year!

more confident,alert and patient

be more mature

be more organise

more independent!!

stay positive at all times,healthy and safety

all my family,cliqque,7bitches,friends and seniors to be happy and healthy

2009-01-01T00:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! i hope that this new 2009 will be a good year ahead!!! to everyone!! the most important things is tt all of us must stay healthy and safety!!! let move forward the present and future!! forget and let go of the unhappiness!!

2008-12-24T15:51:00.000-08:00

Merry chirstmas to everyone!!! i hope everyone will have a wonderful times!! eps my lovely family,cliqques, the 7 bitches and the rest of my friends.. some might not have a good times but hey don't worry i believe tt u all will have a good beginging for present and future.. dun think abt the past alright!!

thanks jean for helping me to change the blog link and skin..i love you gal!!

everyone this is my new blog link..jolyn-lovesyou.blogspot.com

2008-12-23T20:15:00.000-08:00

Hey, welcome to Jolyn's new revamped blog. very well done by jeanna teo :P
dont be a stalker and tag on her tagboard okay.

Merry Christmas, Jolyn :)