Saturday, January 31, 2009

today my cliqque went to aud house! jean kell march and me are late again cuz of jean ntu talk. so we had decided to take the cab down to aud house, the fare is about $16!! hahaha... after tt when we reached to aud hse, we play black jack!! jean and i combine tgt as she say tt i got more luck than her!! thanks ar jean put such a burden to me!!! hhahahaha jk... but she is reallly retarded keep putting the poke cards on my body!! jean u ar really small kid le!! hahaha.. i think after today, i will not be seeing her for quite sometimes as she will be having her exam while i need to start to do my report and presentation for my attachment! i need to buy a new thumb drive as the old one had virues from the hotel computer!! is ok i will shall get a new one then!

hmm i had alr put my public holiday on the 16 feb to 20 feb to see whether can go back to kl, if is not going back to kl, i am so so going tot rush my report and presentation! if not march will be nagging at me saying, see la last minute work again!!haha this gal ar so funny also.. anyway u better take care and rest more ok!!

here are some phrase that i found it quite encouraging,meaningful and true

success may consists solely in the courage of making choice.

time is too precious to keep chasing for what doesn't belong to us.

there is more but will type in another day! i shall go and slp as i will be working 12 hours shift again!

And I waved goodbye,
8:17 AM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

happy new year to everyone! i wish everyone for good health and safety!!!
hmmm my 1st day of cny was working from 12 to 9pm, it was quite boring as not much things to do except when guests check in or out.. but there is a guest gave me hongboa!!! so good right!!
once my work ended i went to ps straight to meet my cousins to watch love matter, the show is more abt sex and love... i think the show is ok not very funny.. i think the bride war show is nice as it talk more about friendship!! yes ppl should watcch this show!!! highly recommanded!! on the 2nd day of new year, i went to my uncle house, i play dai dee with my family and guess what?? i won abt $32!!! so happy!!! 1st time i gamble with money and i won!! this is so cool!! though i am not strong in playing mj,i will learn next time to be stronger!!! haha so wait jean! i believe that i can win!! haha,, anyway this sat will be going to audrey house!!! audrey i am coming to disturb you!!! hahahahahaha.. so pls come and entertain this loving princess!! (jk)haha... i know everyone is going to puke!! see u all soon

And I waved goodbye,
8:18 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

chinese new year is coming soon! this sun will be the renious dinner.my mum wanted to do it on sat instead on the sun, i dun know wat is the reason but due to my work, they stick back on sun..my mum is coming back tml!! i am going to be dead man as my room has not pack yet! she is going to nag at me!! better pack tml! sorry to my lee family as i cannot go for the dinners that they ask me to go and plus the 1st day of new year i will be working too, so i might not able to pai nei... what to do have to work, last year cuz of my chicken pox... i hope this year i will not miss any fun.. so pls ask me ok!! hopefully when u all ask i will not be working!!

And I waved goodbye,
5:53 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

yesterday i had really enjoy my times with my friends and cousins! in the afternoon, march and i went to sp to meet tt retarded jean!!! we were at the sp cafe, the cake is really delicious!!! i love the cake eps durian which march bought it and i try .. it was really good! after that we went to grace house and play mj... i was really happy cuz it was my 1st time to win one game!!!! cuz among jean,march and grace, i am the worst player! so is really not easy to win one game! as for the dinner, it was really nice of grace dad treat us! the food was delicious! thank grace dad! hahaha... her dad was really nice and very knowledge! haha.. i really did learn something from him.. in the night, my cousins and i went to double o and club, there are so many ang mos!! and the songs were really techno!! i dun really like the songs but this is the 1st time got so space to dance!but i did enjoy going with my cousins!!! next time we will go again ok!! haha

And I waved goodbye,
8:25 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

finally i got my 2 of days today and tml!!!! is like a long time tt i did not have 2 off days tgt!!! hahahaa... but i am really happy cuz i can rest!! i reallly miss my sch days whereby i can have holiday and do lots of things when my friends tt i will not miss the fun with them.. but now as i am having attachment it seems like i will miss my fun and spent less time when my cliqques and the 7 bitches.. is been such a long time tt i have not met them since last year december! espcially fitri,sheena and cherish!!! this gal is really really very long have not meet her!!! cherish ar i want to see u!!! hahahah...the 1st day of chinese new year i am working!! but is ok i shall work and celebrate with my dearest colluages!! i am sure we will have fun ok!!! haha.. though i miss getting my hongboas but i believe my mum will get it for me!! make sure to get for me mummy!!!!!! if not i will be sad!!! hahahha... later will be going to sp to meet that retarded jean!!! i believe that she will make me laugh like a crazy gal again!!!! hahahaha... i miss her lo!!! jean dun be thickskin ok!! at night will be going tot club with my cousins and march!! is been a long time tt i did not club with my cousins!! shall stop here and updates soon!!!

And I waved goodbye,
6:44 PM

Friday, January 9, 2009

i think this song is really nice.. the titles call the matter of heart.. it really tell me to forgive someone who don't love you and let go the past...

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hearBut I knew that it would comeAn old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phoneShe said you found someoneAnd I thought of all the bad luck,And the struggles we went throughAnd how I lost me and you lost youWhat are these voices outside love's open doorMake us throw off our contentmentAnd beg for something more?

I'm learning to live without you nowBut I miss you sometimesThe more I know, the less I understandAll the things I thought I knew, I'm learning againI've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the MatterBut my will gets weakAnd my thoughts seem to scatterBut I think it's about forgivenessForgivenessEven if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertainThere's a yearning undefined...People filled with rageWe all need a little tendernessHow can love survive in such a graceless ageThe trust and self-assurance that can lead to happinessThey're the very things we kill, I guessPride and competition cannot fill these empty armsAnd the work I put between us,Doesn't keep me warm

I'm learning to live without you nowBut I miss you, BabyThe more I know, the less I understandAll the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn againI've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the MatterBut everything changesAnd my friends seem to scatterBut I think it's about forgivenessForgivenessEven if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the MatterBecause the flesh will get weakAnd the ashes will scatterSo I'm thinkin' about forgivenessForgivenessEven if, even if you don't love me anymore

And I waved goodbye,
8:36 AM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

tml is the day that i will be the cashier!! i am totally scare but still have to face the fact and challenges!! i hope tml everything will go smoothly... god bless me..

guess what today i vomitted at food stall while my mum was eating.. she told me that she clear it for me i am so guitly but at the same time i laugh.. i felt so pai sei!! this is really my 1st time vomited outsidE!! omg i learnt my lesson alr better eat my proper before eating the med.. my mum called back from kl and told me that she dreamt me vomitting!! all i did was just laughing all the way!! i know this is not a good thing to laugh abt... but is ok my mum was fine abt it!!

today i met my cousin and after tt met my wonderful jean and her classmates, she is still the same always tt retarded!!! but still i love her and march!!!

And I waved goodbye,
6:34 AM

Saturday, January 3, 2009

today went out with my family to go temple and pray.. i pray that i will not make anymore mistake in my work and being more alert!!! i am really very scare tt to do wrong things.. but i must take it as a challenges!! cuz i know tt whenever i face something difficult i will tend to be quite stress and down.. i can't be in this way whenever i face something difficult! i want to be more positive ,independent and mature to handle my life work and emotional.. sometimes i cannot be to soft harded if not ppl will take advantages.. this is what my seniors say.. i will take their advice even my mummy say that too.. so i must really take it serious and don't think that life is so simple.. i am grateful that i have such a wonderful family,friends and colluages!!!

i love u guys forever!!

And I waved goodbye,
4:23 AM

Friday, January 2, 2009

my dearest cousins

today i practice how to do cashiering!! i am so stress as i know i am poor in my math!! but i need to get in right.. i took 2 hours to get the money right!!! is like wat the hell!! my seniors get it right except me!! i told myself i will not give up as i want the money to be right!!! jolyn ar jolyn better be more alert and careful!! don't be blur!! i am still lack of confident..haiz... when am i going to be more confident and mature!!!

this 2009 year!

more confident,alert and patient

be more mature

be more organise

more independent!!

stay positive at all times,healthy and safety

all my family,cliqque,7bitches,friends and seniors to be happy and healthy

And I waved goodbye,
5:47 AM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! i hope that this new 2009 will be a good year ahead!!! to everyone!! the most important things is tt all of us must stay healthy and safety!!! let move forward the present and future!! forget and let go of the unhappiness!!

And I waved goodbye,
12:52 AM