Friday, February 13, 2009
todady was a fun day with my dearest cliqque(-1) as i mention on the previous blog that it was a mini farewell for joathana.. not only our cliqque came but also my 2 little lovley juniors that i had seen them for quite sometimes.. they are stacey and kay min! epsically stacey!! she is getting prettier!! good for her lo!! haha.. anyway after dinner at waraku, we went to harry the pub to drink! i did not drink but went to have dessert, it was not really delicious,i prefer the cafe cartel or fish and co! we took lot of picutures again and crap lot of nonsense!! hahaa.. anyway tml is valentine day, wish all the couples to last long forever and always be happy!! i will be workingbut is ok i don't mind working since i don't have a date..hahahahaha... next week i will be off for 1 week as i had to clear my public holiday! but this 1 week is not a holiday but to start to do my 5000 words of report and presentation! really good luck to me as i had not really start to do, my cousin told me that she took about a month to do her presentation and report!! oh lord really really good luck to me! is ok since all my cliqque is mugging their exams while i am mugging mine! so let all work hard together and after that we can enjoy our lifes!!
anyway i am still confuse whether should i stay to continues to work or study, but what i wanted to do was to work and at the same to study, i don't know whether the hotel will allow and another thing to think whether thet still need people to work cuz of the enocomics crises.. sigh i want to work and to study at the same times. i know it will be very tiring and hard but i still want to get a dipolma.. god pls guide and help me!!
and one last thing, i really hope that the company will really able to find the guest to pay back his laundry for $300 if not i have to pay for him which is really half of my pay will be gone and heart pain!
what to do?
tell me how?
really feeling weird
Thursday, February 12, 2009
happy birthday Joyce tan!! always stay happy and lovely!!
today is the day that i had finally meet my bitches!!! is so nice to meet them!! i had not seen them for about 2 months alr.. haha.. all of them look happy and healthy! this is good for them!! we went to royal scott for the high tea from 330 to 530pm.. as this is to celebrate for our darling joyce birthdaY! i hope she will love it alot!!
anyway i am still thinking whether should i cut my hair as i am lazy to tie my hair into a bun plus i realize that i had been drop lot of hair! i am worry that i will lost my hair soon! touch wood!! i had this feeling to cut my hair for new hairstyles but i am scard i will not suit short hair and will regret! i am such a freckle minded person... what to do?? this is about my image, so is important too! hahaha... is ok i know i am being a troublesome gal... i shall see about it again whether should i cut my hair... tml will be working from 11 to 7 pm after that will be meeting my cliqque (-1) as to have a mini farewell for joathana as he will be leaving to australia to study... good luck for your studies!! haha ..
tired,weak,
today is the day that i had finally meet my bitches!!! is so nice to meet them!! i had not seen them for about 2 months alr.. haha.. all of them look happy and healthy! this is good for them!! we went to royal scott for the high tea from 330 to 530pm.. as this is to celebrate for our darling joyce birthdaY! i hope she will love it alot!!
anyway i am still thinking whether should i cut my hair as i am lazy to tie my hair into a bun plus i realize that i had been drop lot of hair! i am worry that i will lost my hair soon! touch wood!! i had this feeling to cut my hair for new hairstyles but i am scard i will not suit short hair and will regret! i am such a freckle minded person... what to do?? this is about my image, so is important too! hahaha... is ok i know i am being a troublesome gal... i shall see about it again whether should i cut my hair... tml will be working from 11 to 7 pm after that will be meeting my cliqque (-1) as to have a mini farewell for joathana as he will be leaving to australia to study... good luck for your studies!! haha ..
tired,weak,
Sunday, February 8, 2009
dinner and dance at on 6 feb was ok,abit boring as we were sitting at the back.. 1 of my manager won the 3 rd prize of the lucky draw! so lucky!! she won $600 takashimaya vouncher and 42 inch of tv!! she is really very lucky that she also cannot believe that she will win! congra!! anyway will be meeting my bitches soon on the 11 feb! is been a long time since last year that we have not meet each other!! i really miss them so much!! i will be meeting them for 2 days! so we must take more pictures ok!! see u all soon this 11 feb and 12 feb!!!
things sometimes does not go to your way,
whether want to accept your fate or not,
really have to see...
feeling tired, all kind of mixture feeling...
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
seem to be useless...
being careless,not alert,ugly,
what else will it be happen?
confidence seem to be down..
self esteen is low...
now feeling in this way i am not sure of myself too.. it seem that feeling of my heart turn to be numb and thing that i seem to feel, it like a expected, things will go wrong... will it turn to be better? not sure.. will see how it will go....
being careless,not alert,ugly,
what else will it be happen?
confidence seem to be down..
self esteen is low...
now feeling in this way i am not sure of myself too.. it seem that feeling of my heart turn to be numb and thing that i seem to feel, it like a expected, things will go wrong... will it turn to be better? not sure.. will see how it will go....
