it's been long time that i did not blog.. sorry peeps.. sometimes i don't see why must she say that i don't treat them as family.. she thinks that i don't feeling, all she thinks that friends are more important than family. this is what she think! but it is not from me... since she like to say that let it be. i shall not care anymore. maybe this week is not my week..
i just wish to have that ability to do my work all my best.. i really hope that i have the strenght that i can do it... i just want to step out! i don't want always to close myself or tell myself that i can't do it! i really want to do it and believe i can do it!! last time whenever i did a exam, i am always tell myself that i must aim high, but no matter how much i put in effort and it seem like i am only able to get this range of mark. it just seem like can't get that high.. i don't know is that something wrong with me or is it only my ablilty stop here and it can't go far... i really don't know... i just don't know how far can i go or always remind the same spot forever...
what i read from a phrase,,A life spent making mistake is not only more than honorable but useful than a life spent in doing nothing.. does that really mean it the truth?? i am really wondering..
And I waved goodbye,
9:06 PM